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[Tuesday March 4th : 2008 at 12:32pm] [ mood | refreshed ] [ music | Rise Against ] In fields where nothing grew but weeds, I found a flower at my feet, Bending there in my direction, I wrapped a hand around its stem, I pulled until the roots gave in, Finding now what I’ve been missing, But I know… So I tell myself, I tell myself it’s wrong. There’s a point we pass from which we can’t return. I felt the cold rain of the coming storm. All because of you, I haven’t slept in so long. When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean, Longing for the shore where I can let my hair down, I’ll follow your voice, All you have to do is shout it out. Inside my hands these petals brown, Dried up, falling to the ground But it was already too late now. I push my fingers through the earth, Return this flower to the dirt, So it can live. I walk away now. But I know… Not a day goes by that I don’t feel it’s spurn. There’s a point we pass from which we can’t return. I felt the cold rain of the coming storm. All because of you, I haven’t slept in so long, When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean, Longing for the shore where I can let my hair down, I’ll follow your voice, All you have to do is shout it out. All because of you, I haven’t slept in so long. When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean, Longing for the shore where I can let my hair down, Inside these arms of yours. All because of you, I believe in angels. Not the kind with wings, No, not the kind with halos, The kind that bring you home, When home becomes a strange place. I’ll follow your voice, All you have to do is shout it out. 1 In ¦ Are You In?

[Sunday July 29th : 2007 at 2:12am] oh.. and i was oh so right Are You In?

adios [Friday June 22nd : 2007 at 2:51am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | big wreck ] its been about two years since ive been on here... im leaving for north carolina in a few months.  good riddance to everyone who cared enough to complain to me about all their problems but never listen to mine.  thanks for the good times... but this towns dead, and theres no one here worth two shits. 4 Ins ¦ Are You In?

RAWK! [Tuesday April 25th : 2006 at 8:44pm] wow, its been a few months... anyway, prom was this past weekend, and i had alot of fun, i originally thought i wouldnt go, but im happy i did now... i didnt get to spend alot of time with alot of you afterward, im sorry for that... anyway, just updating... keep it real ryan Are You In?

[Saturday December 24th : 2005 at 2:32am] so i've been thinkin maybe i should clean up... alot of people i havent seen in ages have just sort of walked back into my life... but my lifes kind of pathetic.. so heres to change.. hopefully 6 Ins ¦ Are You In?

[Wednesday November 9th : 2005 at 9:13pm] so... halfday. went to firehouse afterschool, went to matts, went to zaxbys, then went to see jarhead... which was an excellent movie. i have a bit of a dilema right now.. but that aside tomorrow night should be pretty fun.. peace Are You In?

[Saturday November 5th : 2005 at 2:32pm] Camping was fun 11/04/05.. its gonna happen again soon Are You In?

[Wednesday November 2nd : 2005 at 7:57pm] Senior camping.. Friday Night. Let me know if you want to go 3 Ins ¦ Are You In?

[Saturday October 29th : 2005 at 10:37am] im still alive... 9 Ins ¦ Are You In?

[Tuesday August 16th : 2005 at 5:27pm] http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/peanuts.php Are You In?

[Tuesday August 16th : 2005 at 4:52pm] its been a month since ive posted anything.... nothing to say 1 In ¦ Are You In?

[Friday July 8th : 2005 at 11:11am] looks like im gonna jump off my roof and fly to work on sunday.. dennis isnt looking too friendly. good luck to everyone 2 Ins ¦ Are You In?

[Saturday July 2nd : 2005 at 1:31pm] two thumbs up for last night... wow... so these are the times when society says that young adults make stupid decisions.... but god damnit its fun. :) peace bitches 14 Ins ¦ Are You In?

[Tuesday June 21st : 2005 at 2:14pm] Why would I chase your shadow all my life And be afraid of my own? I'd rather be with you I'd rather not know Where I'll be than Be alone and convinced that I know When the world keeps spinning round My world's upside down You and I wouldn't change a thing I've got nothing else to lose I lost it all when I found you And I wouldn't change a thing No, you and I wouldn't change a thing Everything I know has let me down So I will just let go Let you turn me inside out Cause I know I'm not sure about anything But you wouldn't have it any other way 2 Ins ¦ Are You In?

[Tuesday June 21st : 2005 at 1:46pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | RATM- How I Could Just Kill A MAan ] ...... went to the beach the past two days with david, erin, bryan, pettey, rockwell, that was all good. so, im stayin at my uncles all this weekend... and that means... well, it means ryan wont be home, and ryan will be with his uncle,, who doesnt care what he does. which rocks. but it looks like my stayin up till 4 and sleeping till 4 pm days are over because i start pjc tomorrow. freaking sucks. but you stay classy pensacola... and yes i realize i stole ron burgundy's line.. but who cares. later 2 Ins ¦ Are You In?

[Saturday June 11th : 2005 at 1:13am] so.. im enjoying my bowl of lucky charms, just got off work, and ive got alot im thinking about, but it could be good possibly. so, i step back and i just see fucked up fucked up fucked up... wow, but for once at least its not me. anyway, ive been a busy little ryry, spent the last few nights out doing..... welll if you know me im sure you can figure that one out... and ive been hanging out with sara michele alot, shes freakin awesome. so i am scheduled to go into work tomorrow at 2... possibly the peak of this storm. whos the fuckin genious who thought itd be funny to make me drive to work in 70 mph winds and higher... aside from that... if you would go see a movie during this thing... your fucking retarded as hell... but hope everybodys enjoying there summer as much as im enjoying mine. 1 In ¦ Are You In?

[Wednesday June 8th : 2005 at 7:47pm] so last night i went with laura, nicole, her bro, and mellissa to go see Lords of Dogtown. i didnt reallly want to see the movie anyway, but i enjoyed the company. today i bought a punching bag... i think we all need it sometimes. anyway, nothin new to post except for new mission tomorrow night... laura and nicole will be first timers. RIGHT ON ryan Are You In?

[Sunday June 5th : 2005 at 12:07am] so today was decent.. i woke up and went to work until six.. came home, changed... went to see cinderella man, then went to bowl... it was good. bye Are You In?

[Friday June 3rd : 2005 at 12:52am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Right Here- Staind ] its been a few months since ive posted anything.. wow. hmmm, well just got home from davids.. doing nothing was fun.. i should learn how to play poker.. im only good at halo.. but i bought a really really nice amp yesterday.. its freakin amazing. lets see recent events... springfest kicked arse. it really did. but my summers going great so far. i love the whole stay out late .. sneak in around 3 AM ,... sleep until 12... i love it. well if your reading this, HELLO!!! anyway.. nothing planned but work and sleep and hanging out... and a funeral tomorrow... yeah.. dead people arent fun. but heres to a post sometime soon. 3 Ins ¦ Are You In?

[Saturday March 19th : 2005 at 2:48am] New york countdown.... 30 minutes... bye Are You In?

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